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TW for Beastiality and Physical Abuse of animals.

Im going to attempt to cut meat out of my diet. Not fully, just.. try to not eat meat as much.

Its not going to be easy at all because i know dang well that my dissociative identities are not going to listen to me, but its worth a shot.

Oh, also i think im a new dissociative identity. I dont know my name, but i think im based on Ivan from Bad Things on roblox. I dont remember what happens in that game or anything about me in that game. Anyway, I guess my names Ivan and i believe im a protector. I dont know HTML coding but my other identity is helping me with this blog so thank you!.

Okay, back to cutting meat out of my diet, I will only eay meat if i catch it or hunt it, as i feel thats the most humaine way, or "natural" way.

I dont know why, but when i formed, i defaulted to having memories of animals being abused in these factories, im pretty sure it was stuff we saw when we were younger, like the peta turkey thing, and chickens being.. raped, and abused, I also saw a baby chicken being blended in a blender when i was younger, and that messed me up a bit, it wasnt even factory related, it was just a baby chicken in a blender in a car parking lot i think. I dont like thinking of that memory because its so vivid, it feels like im seeing it again and i feel physically sick. Anyway.

I wouldnt say im a vegan or vegetarian, idk what i am tbh. Vegan but only if its not store bought?????? Unsure rn.

Im gonna try convincing others to, at least, cut down on the meat consumption. Though i know they wont listen, i can try at least.